A house in chaos

Week of waiting and waiting and waiting

2010-12-17T10:07:00.000-06:00

I have survived the week alone! Daddy-O will be home tonight and I go pick up his Mom at the airport shortly. Reinforcements, thank God!

So Daddy-O got to KC after a grueling 12 hour drive. It should have only been 8 hours but the weather was horrible. There was a 20 car pile-up and a semi vs car accident on I-55 and he got detoured for awhile. Needless to say he arrived safe and sound and excited and nervous for the first day at the new job. The first week has gone extremely well and he is feeling very good about the decision to go to work for Hallmark. People have even asked when he is going to bring the family by to meet everyone! That is not something that happened with the last job so this is a big plus in my book!

It was a difficult week for me emotionally. I felt like I was just waiting for something to happen. And I was, this, the move, the readiness, the kids finishing school today, the birthday party tomorrow (#3 turns 4!) Now that the action is back, the time to get it all together and go is here I should be good. I was also having a big of the Christmas funk. Not having a tree up this year with all of our ornaments and "stuff" has been harder than I thought it would be. I love Christmas time. I love the memories of Christmas' past and making new memories. With Daddy-O gone and the impending move, it's been hard to make Christmas memories. On the bright side though, once everything is packed up, we'll be headed to Wichita to the Units house (Daddy-O's folks) for the holiday. I'm pretty sure as soon as we get there my holiday spirit will show up in full force!

On the road

2010-12-12T13:22:00.000-06:00

Well the adventure of our move to Kansas City began today. Daddy-O starts the new job tomorrow so he left for KC a few hours in the midst of this storm we're in. We thought him driving south to St. Louis would be a better drive than going through Iowa but right now it's slow going. He has seen a bunch of cars in the ditch all ready and watched a truck with a horse trailer spin out behind him. Needless to say, I'm a bit of a wreck myself. I'm doing a lot of praying and have faith that he will make it safely.

The kids have a week left of school and then Nanni and Daddy-O will be here on Friday. We'll do a little bit of celebrating for #3's birthday on Saturday and get ready for the movers who will be here on the 20th. Writing this is making me nervous! I need to go relax a bit.

Cookie blitz begins! Peanut Butter Tempations

2010-12-05T07:30:00.000-06:00

So I've started the cookie blitz. This is where I make 6 or so different kinds of cookies to give to friends, neighbors and send to family for the holidays. These little peanut butter temptations are a new favorite to the list. Who can resist a cookie and a piece of candy together. They were meant for each other.

Use your favorite peanut butter cookie recipe. Make into small balls that will fit into a mini cupcake liner.

While those are baking unwrap Reese's Peanut Butter cups...

As soon as the cookies come out of the oven all puffy...

Add the candy...

Let them sit for awhile or pop in the fridge for a bit for the chocolate to reset itself. And then try not to eat them all before sharing with friends!

Holiday spirit

2010-12-02T09:50:00.000-06:00

So for those of you who are wondering here is our Advent calendar for this year...

In each envelope is a holiday-ish thing to do each day. Yesterday was "Write a letter to Santa" and today was "Donate canned goods to the needy." I also put a piece of candy in each envelope the night before too. I though about doing it all at once but the boys would sneak all of the candy out of there before the 5th of December I'm sure. Plus with candy the ribbon probably wouldn't hold up.

Here's a shot of the mantle notice the awesome Carolers that my mother-in-law got me collecting! Also notice the creeper coming down the stairs for a peek! He didn't get in trouble for creeping either because he said "Oh Mommy, it looks so pretty. Good job!"

There won't be a ton of decorations this Christmas because of the move, so what I do is going to be nice and special to us. I've got the first batch of Christmas cookies in the oven and a bit of music playing. Happy holiday spirit to you too!

When you care enough to send the very best...

2010-11-30T08:30:00.000-06:00

Hallmark's tagline.

Hallmark is based in Kansas City.

Daddy-O got a job working in Product Management for Hallmark.

Hence, we are MOVING!

We spent the Thanksgiving weekend in KC with family and did a bit of house hunting too. Both were very successful I'm happy to report.

For details on Thanksgiving please visit Aunt Trish's blog at My Path to Travel.

This is our new house as of December 20, 2010

The new Casa de Chaos just waiting for my gardening skills!

HUGE backyard, complete with basketball goal!

It is going to be a crazy couple of weeks as we jump into this new chapter of our lives. So much to be thankful for this Thanksgiving season as we move into Advent. I need to get started on an Advent calendar pretty quick. Like today for tomorrow! I'm going to see what I can do from this great post at The Crafty Crow or the gals over at How Does She have an Awesome Advent roundup too. Have fun!

Healthy, fit and strong...again

2010-10-20T19:08:00.000-05:00

I know that I really don't have control over what happens in my life. Ultimately, it's up to God. I know that but I'm human so I wonder sometimes, why. Why do certain things happen and why do they happen when they happen? What about things you can't take back? I don't regret anything in my life, although I know I've made mistakes, but there are a few things I'm tired of.

I am tired of feeling like my body is out of my control. I'm a mom and I always put myself last. Always. I'm the last to eat dinner, the last to go to bed most nights and I rarely treat myself to things that I want or sometimes need. Well, I want to feel strong, fit and healthy again so I will take control of my body. I would like to do the Nike Women's Marathon next October again. I had such an amazing time the two previous times I ran it and well right now I want to feel like that again. So to start I've joined Weight Watchers (again.) In three days all ready, I feel better and I know I am making better food choices. I've started training. Meaning I'm out walking right now and I have a physical therapy appointment this weekend to work out some kinks in my left knee. I'm hoping to do a Turkey Trot next month and run at least half of it.

I may not have control over the future or what will happen tomorrow but this I can handle.

Flour, salt, cream of tartar, oil, water and a dash of color =

2010-09-04T20:26:00.001-05:00

Imagination!

The recipe for homemade play dough is so easy it's a wonder I don't make it more often. I usually use all my flour for cookies so there isn't enough around for play dough! But the other day #3 and I went to town and made play dough and had hours of fun making snakes. His favorite thing to make with play dough.

3 cups flour
1 1/2 cups salt
1 tablespoon cream of tartar
2 tablespoons oil
3 cups of water
food colorings (optional)

Mix all of the ingredients in a large saucepan. Cook over medium low heat, until the dough comes away
from the edges of the pan and it becomes difficult to move the spoon. Remove from heat. Cool until it can be handled. Place on counter or wax paper knead until smooth. If you want to add color, we put it in a large Zip-lock bag and add the color, lock the bag and knead until color is worked in. Then you can take it out of the bag and continue to knead until smooth without coming away with red/green/blue hands!

Store in an air tight container.

Recipe = smiles, delight and amazement at what Mom can make!

Back to school and things I liked this week

2010-09-04T20:13:00.002-05:00

Cookies this week.....

Back to school cookies for the office staff at #1 and #2's school.

(Butter 'em up, just in case.)

Two of my loves, cookies and scrapbooking!

Ironman logo cookies.

Things I enjoyed reading this week

Once a Month Cooking / Once a Month Mom has inspired me to create a 10 day dinner menu plan! I went shopping today. The cooking and freezing commences tomorrow !

A new favorite is Living Locurto. She has got some amazing free printables. She is an amazing artist!

Bridget at Bake at 350 reminded me that it's pumpkin time! Can't wait to try this

Today's guest: Jen Johnson on eighteen25
A how to on cute, easy yarn spiders for Halloween!

Today's guest: How does she? (a new read for me and a new fave!)
A how to on making Halloween treat bag to "boo" your neighbors in the month of October.

What did you read this week that you would recommend?

Whirlwind week of emotions

2010-08-27T08:44:00.001-05:00

Cupcake tower and favors in the background.

It's been another crazy week in (and out of) the House of Chaos. We celebrated #2's 6th birthday this week. We had a small family celebration on the 18th and then a "mega" party at a gymnastics place on the weekend. The birthday boy was happy as could be with friends, running around and Super Mario Brothers cookies and cupcakes!

Favors await little hands!

Super Mario ready for action!

Sadly, Daddy-O's grandmother passed away on August 19th at 87 years old. She lived a full, entertaining life and will be missed by many. So we made the road trip to Stillwater, MN for the services. We stayed with Aunt K and her brood and honestly it was fantastic. Aunt K and Uncle J have 7 children. Yes, 7. Only two of them are home with them full time. Most of them are grown and in college somewhere or other. But every one of them showed up during our stay. It was amazing to see all of the family that we have. We are so very blessed to have so many caring people in our lives.

The services were beautiful and moving. The priest at the wake used a theme of "home" for his homily. I could really relate to it. He talked about parents how we provide love and security and the unsaid knowledge that our children can always come home, no matter what. We make a place, a home, for our children as God prepares a place for us in his home. John 14:3, "And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am."

It is always hard to lose someone but it seems that the pain is lessened a bit when you celebrate the long life of a person. Grandma & Grandpa were married for 63 years! That in itself is an amazing, and wonderful thing. Something to truly celebrate and look to as an example of the lifelong commitment and partnership of a marriage.

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. ~ Robert Frost

So we are back to school! The boys first full day was yesterday and it was wonderfully strange. Strange to have a 2nd grader and a 1st grander. Strange for them to be boarding the same bus. Strange to only have one person asking for things. Strange to only buckle one person in the car. No one hitting each other or screaming in pain because someone pinched and hit him. #3 and I will get some good time in just the two of us before he starts pre-school after labor day. Boys in school should mean more time for cookies which is good. I'm working on a new name for my company and new designs. Lots to come!

Rainbow Pancakes a new birthday traditon

2010-08-18T15:24:00.000-05:00

Today my second son turns 6 years old. He will start first grade next week. Where has the time gone? When I look at his baby pictures and then look at him now, it completely amazes me that it is the same person. How did he go from a baby to a person? An emotional, sweet, loud, compassionate, strong, and loving person. I hope that as this school year starts he finds his own way. His own way to be just Ian. I love you buddy.

So in honor of his birthday, I decided I would try to make Amanda's Rainbow Pancakes as a special birthday breakfast. And they were a huge hit! The boys were amazed at my ability to make simple pancake batter into a colorful meal to fill their bellies.

Here is the happy birthday boy just after blowing out the candle on his pancakes! I think this will be a new family tradition for us!

As I went to clean up I heard one of them say, "It's going to be so cool, we'll poop rainbows later!" Ahhhh, my kids are truly kids and I love that.

Pitches, parades, and Pachyderms

2010-08-16T08:22:00.001-05:00

It was a busy weekend around here. The boys had their last T-ball and coach-pitch games on Saturday. Now they are looking forward to soccer starting tomorrow. Or so they say. Last year's famous line was "Mom, I don't like soccer anymore. It takes all of my energy." Really dear? That is the entire point! For you to get so exhausted that you immediately fall into bed and sleep soundly all night long. So we'll see how that goes.

Little man learned how to pedal a big boy bike. It will still be awhle before the 5 of us can go on a bike ride together but we've all got wheels and know how to use them!

Little man learn to ride ~ video

Yesterday the boys and Daddy-O marched in the Gurnee Days parade with a ton of other scouts. It was a short and sweet parade and #3 fell asleep in the stroller half-way through the parade!

And now it's time for me to get off the computer! We've got a big birthday coming up on Wednesday, #2 turns 6! We'll celebrating with Super Mario Brothers this weekend. I've got to get a move on with the cupcake toppers and other SMB decorations.

I've got a circus waiting for me to decorate for a 1st birthday party for the cutest twin girls I've ever seen! I'll make sure to post pictures when I resurface from the kitchen!

Happy Monday all! (9 days till the kids are back in school!)

A Great Lake, really!

2010-08-12T08:36:00.000-05:00

We spent the last few days at a beautiful little campground in southwest Michigan. We met some friends and their children there and the fun began. Five little boys, a campground, bugs, a playground, sticks, and a beach. A boy haven.

Very happy about finding a real, wild stick bug.

Got a not so black, blackberry!

Boogie boarding, the fun way!

For the first time I really grasped how "great" the Great Lakes are. I grew up spending summers in Lakeport, CA on Clear Lake. I could see Mt. Konocti, which was the other side of the lake, from my grandmother's porch. When you go to a lake, you should be able to see the other side right? Well, not so much with a "great" lake. It was like spending time at the ocean. The view was endless. The sun just sunk into the water. The beaches were beautiful. The sand was soft. The waves were just the right size. The water was cool, but not cold. It was a child's paradise. We could walk out 40 or 50 yards into the water and still touch the bottom. I found out that Lake Michigan is the 5th largest lake in the world. It is 307 miles long and 118 wide and has 1,640 miles of shoreline. No wonder it feels like another world.

Walking down to our beach.

The view to the south.

Teaching the little one about skipping rocks at sunset.

Square castle at sunset.

The gift of another day ends beautifully.

Cookies are back!

2010-08-03T15:36:00.000-05:00

Cookies are back! I realized what a creative outlet I have been missing for the last year by not making cookies. So we're back! I can't find all of my pictures, which drives me nuts but that just means I need to make more right? Here are a few that I've been working on!

MIA - Mom of 3 was sucked into her own life

2010-04-14T14:51:00.004-05:00

Who me, missing?

Yeah, sorry that's what I do sometimes. There are some things that are better left unsaid.

On a fun note. I won the TNT Madness bracket! Which means 100% of the money raised will go towards my fundraising goal! I've never won a bracket before and it was NOT fixed. I picked Ohio State to win it all if that tell's you anything. I'll say that it wasn't that hard this year will all of the "bracket busting" going on. Either way it was fun and thank you supporting my efforts!

Decided we needed a change so for Spring Break, I packed up the kiddos and did the 12 hour haul to Wichita by myself to visit Nanni and Poppi. I was sorry to leave Mr. Man at home all by his lonesome but he did just fine and joined us for Easter weekend and the haul back to Chicagoland.

Now Nanni and Poppi are Mr. Man's parents so technically the are the in-laws. When I told people that I was going to visit my in-laws (gasp) without my husband people where shocked. "Why?" Why not? I have fantastic in-laws who love their grandkids and me. I guess I am one of the lucky ones, and for that I am very greatful. We had a very fun-filled week with them and Aunt IronFish too.

Aunt IronFish is currently unemployed, which is a darn shame, because she is very intelligent, funny and very hireable. If you have a job opening in Kansas City please hire her. You won't regret it. And if you do, well you didn't hear about her from me! She came and spent the week with us as well and it was great.

We went to parks, took walks, went to the Sedgwick County Zoo, went miniature golfing, rode scooters, flew kites, blew bubbles, relaxed on the back deck and enjoyed beautiful Spring weather.

Aunt IronFish and I went a VERY windy bike ride. A very typical Kansas day. Hard ride but got some great tips and encouragement from her. I really appreciated it.

Mr. Man was able to borrow a bike from a friend and we ventured out on a 50 mile bike ride with the Kansas Team in Training group on Saturday morning. It was hard but I really enjoyed riding with them. They stick together when they ride. They either ride in two lines or a single line depending on traffic. They will wait for the entire group to regroup if someone (me!) drops off a bit. Their coach even pushed me along a couple of times. That, by the way was one of the scariest things ever. Kind of cool, but scary! I picked up a lot of newbie cyclist tips from their coaches and really appreciated it. Wish I could ride with them again!

Easter mass was nice, but slightly difficult as always with the 3 kiddos. The rest of the day didn't end up on as good of a note as I wished it would have but oh well. The drive home was long! Still 12 hours but felt more like 15. Mr. Man and I were trying to talk through a difficult family situation and still really hasn't worked itself out. Hopefully it will. Family wounds are a tough thing to deal with but somehow they always seem to glue themselves back together again.

And here we are it's almost Tax Day! Yikes, I really do need to get those filed today or tomorrow at least don't I? Well, I know where I'm going now.....too-da-loo!

March Madness

2010-03-07T21:06:00.000-06:00

As one of my event fundraisers for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society I am doing a bracket pool for the NCAA men's basketball tournament.

Do you love college basketball? Do you just watch in March? Do you just root for your school? Do you want to help me raise money to help cure cancer? If you answered yes, to any of these questions please join our TNT Madness bracket pool for your chance to win cold, hard cash and help out a great cause.

To join please email either naodonnell@yahoo.com or rjodonnell@gmail.com, let us know which bracket buy in option you would like to join (#1 - $20 or #2 - $10) and we will email you an invitation to join the TNT Madness group #1 or #2 on CBSsports.com

Sign up and sign in, select your teams, make sure to ENTER your bracket by March 16 , then let the games and banter begin!

We have two different options for you to win.

1. $20 buy in ($10 of which is tax deductible!)

2. $10 buy in ($5 is tax deductible!)

You can pay your entry fee via PayPal through the email address tafrazier@hotmail.com. If you would rather send a check please send us an email and we will send you our address.

There will be two prizes, one for the $20 buy in bracket and one for the $10 buy in bracket. Buy in to both brackets if you want a better chance at winning!

Overall success in the bracket, wins 1/2 the cash and bragging rights! Get your friends to sign up! The more people that enter to play the bigger your prize is when your bracket & team wins!

Check out our Facebook page here

She sells seashells by the seashore

2010-03-02T13:41:00.001-06:00

So two days after my last post, the one remaining front tooth #1 had became lose. And it only took a couple of days of intense tooth wiggling to get it out. For a little bit #1 was quite snagletoothed and halfway attached. It was kind of creepy really.

In fact #1 spent most of church on Saturday night in the bathroom and emerged victorious with a bloody paper towel in hand.

And now my baby's appearance has changed once again. In a milestone way for me. He is quite proud of his new look and will join the "top teeth" club at school. I took all of the boys to the dentist yesterday (no catvities!!) and found out that the boys will lose all 20 of the baby teeth (each) that we suffered through many sleepless nights to get. I really don't remember losing my teeth, except for one that I really had to work on it class to get it out. The new molars #1 just got are his 6 yr molars and they are adult teeth as will be the 12 year old molars he will get in just 6 short years. I think there should be a teeth hand book that comes with kids. From the sloppy, screeching mess that is teething, to taking care of them and losing them and then getting them again.

A guide for the rest of us ~ The Tooth Book by Dr. Suess ~ Happy Birthday!

And now the boy with a big hole in his face!

Is it bad that we keep trying to get him to repeat "She sells seashells by the seashore?"

Time, toothless and change

2010-02-25T20:05:00.000-06:00

How is time going by so fast? Am I really paying as much attention as I can to these moments? I've just realized that my children's faces as I have come to know them, are changing. I'm not sure I am ready for this.

My oldest son just lost his fifth tooth the other night. This was a big one for me. It was one of his top two. He now has a gaping hole in the front of his mouth. He is very proud and excited about the childhood milestone. He's also adjusting to three holes in his mouth as the other most recent two teeth he lost are just starting to come in. I am remembering him when he was a big, healthy baby and he was just getting his front teeth. Although still cute as ever, he now looks like a "school-ager" or a defenseman for the Blackhawks.

My #2 son, decided that he just can't wait to have a loose tooth just like his big brother. He has been checking his teeth daily and after taking a huge bite out of a Fuji apple two days ago, he declared that he had a loose tooth! He almost retracted the statement but after having DaddyO wiggle it, it was clear he too is stepping into another stage of childhood. He has had his finger on that tooth every waking moment since.

And now, "the baby" or our 3 year old decided that he must have a loose tooth also, because #1 and #2 do. Ah sweetie, please don't age yourself yet. Buying you superhero big boy underpants today, was a big step for Mommy. We're just working on getting you potty trained. What ever will I do when there aren't any diapers in our house?

Six Word Saturday

2010-02-20T10:03:00.004-06:00

Visit Cate to check out her Six Word Saturday!

I am stronger than I think.

Cycling clinc

2010-02-08T13:15:00.001-06:00

So this Saturday was our mandatory cycling clinic for our Tahoe team. It was held the tallest building in downtown Milwaukee in a beautiful law firm conference room on the 33rd floor. It had a beautiful view of Lake Michigan that was a bit distracting while trying to learn how to fix a flat tire on a bike by watching some else do it.

It was a nice chance to get to meet the coaches, mentors and other people that I will be spending a lot of time with the coming Saturday mornings, once Spring hits. Everyone was really nice. There are a quite a few people that have never done the Tahoe ride, or that own a bike yet for that matter. It's so good to know that I'm not alone!

I kind of got scared when I heard people talking about injuries. Let's see one of the coaches has a plate with 6 screws in his collarbone and the opposite side is a dislocated shoulder. One guy apparently crashed, hit his head (yes wearing a helmet) and spent 5 days in the hospital. People - I know that some of you have been riding for years and this may be your 5th, 6th or 10th Tahoe century ride - DO NOT SCARE OFF THE NEW PEOPLE! You will send me back to running in a heartbeat with one more "war story." Then they go and show us a picture like this to inspire us... the view from Emerald Bay (notice not shown are the switchbacks and the climb to get to this point...)

I don't know what scares me more, all of the "gear" that I will need to layer on for our first ride in March or trying on "clipless" pedals. Why call them clip"less" when you have to clip them in to the pedal? Guess it doesn't matter I'll try them on a spin bike first anyway. Then maybe we can blow up two air mattresses in the garage and I can try to "clip-in" and fall on something soft instead of my driveway. I hope our neighbors get a few good laughs out of this anyway.

I am excited about this adventure. Even more so when it was reiterated (more than once) that this is NOT A RACE, IT IS A RIDE. I know for some, they will read that and ask, why do it then? Well for those answers you need to look to my fundraising page. I will complete this event (and all of the training!) because I can. I will complete the fundraising and "THE RIDE" for those who cannot.

This will not be the last time, I ask, but I am asking for your help. I am asking that you help me to raise $4,400 for LLS. My first fundraising goal is $1,400 by February 23! If you can spare $5, $10, $25 it will be so very appreciated! 100% of your donation is tax deductible. 75% of every dollar contributed goes directly to patient aid and research. Please remember every little bit helps.

Ah, my Mommy time is over for today. The natives are awake and restless! Have a great day!

What's in a heart rate anyway?

2010-02-04T20:54:00.000-06:00

So I'm officially in training! I've been taking spin classes 2-3 times a week for months, running my C25K plan for the last 4 weeks and for the last four days doing Jillian Michael's The Shred. I feel good. I feel tired. But that's all good. The Shred is hard. Shouldn't be that hard but I've noticed a difference all ready, so I'll stick with it, till I can't walk anymore.

So this is going to be a short post because I would like to hear from you. What's in heart rate anyway? Bascially I want to know at what heart rate / level (I don't even know what I mean here) I need to work out at to train my body to ride for 100 miles in June and to be able to run comfortably again.

I have some very dedicated (and talented - don't tell them I said that - smile here) athletes in my family and honestly, they're a bit intimidating when it comes to this stuff. They live and breathe it. They don't have kids and aren't married. It's very important to them and I kind of get that. It's kind of all that they talk about. So they have the luxury of working out when they want, having coaches and fancy gear. My life is my kids and my husband and trying to keep my head above water. So while I want to complete this 100 mile bike ride in decent fashion, I also don't have a ton of "extra" time to do whatever it takes. Nor do I have an income that will afford me a new bike. Thanks to Daddy-O for suggesting we get me an early birthday gift. The time I will take for training will be my "Mommy time" for the next few months.

I need some good references or do I? Do I just do what I do and see what happens? Or should I "heart rate train?" How do I that?

When I run my heart rate soars between 85% - 97%. I see that and wonder if I'm near passing out or not? Sometimes it feels like it! When I ride (spin bike) I can hold on to a 75% heart rate for an extended time. I can work hard and shoot it up to 92% and bring it down within 2 minutes. I think that is all good.

Really what does it all mean? Anyone? Help...

Learning to get back on the bike - for a great cause!

2010-01-30T14:28:00.000-06:00

In response to my last post, I just wanted to let you know that I am okay. That was written at the height of a very difficult period for me. Thank you for your support and kind words, in email, comments and phone calls. I've come to realize that I am still grieving and dealing with things that happened to my family that I had absolutely no control over. I was very angry and felt lost for awhile. I have my family. We are together and we are all healthy. I shouldn't ask for more.

Recently, I have tried to come up with a plan. A plan to better myself in the ways of the body, mind and soul. I starting working out and running again. I'm working through the Couch to 5 K plan. Starting small and building. I will be participating in the Madison Shamrock Shuffle, a 5K in March. That will be two weeks before my birthday and will be a huge confidence booster for me.

I have also rejoined a group that I believe in so strongly and that has made a big impact on my life in the last few years. I have signed up with the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society's Team in Training again. This will be my third endurance with TNT. I did the Nike Women's Marathon in 2007 and the Nike Women's Half Marathon in 2008. Those events and the months leading up to them were absolutely amazing. The people that I met were inspiring and motivating. I felt strong, and empowered. And I will again.
I have committed to raising $4400 to help try to find a cure for blood cancers, $1400 of it by the end of February. While doing this I will be training to compete in a century ride. A 100 mile bike ride around Lake Tahoe on June 6, 2010. Good thing it's called America's Most Beautiful Bike Ride because 100 miles, on a bike, well it's 100 miles! (Oh my sore butt!) So with great scenery, good people all working for the same cause, to find a cure, all while overcoming a little fear of getting back on a bike, I know that I can do this.

I know that finances are tight for many families. So even a donation of $10 or $20 can help me reach my fundraising goal. If you can help donate to a wonderful cause please check out my fundraising website. You can make a secure, tax deductible donation online. If you would rather send a check please look to the website for our address. It will be greatly appreciated. If you have someone that you would like me to train and compete in honor of please let me know.

So stay tuned for news of my figuring out how to balance my family, their adventures, my fundraising and training. There is never a dull moment around here!

I'm angry and hurt - from 2009

2010-01-26T19:36:00.000-06:00

2009 was a really rough year. I know it was for many people for many different reasons. I feel as if I shouldn't complain because I do have it so much better than so many. And for that I am grateful. But I have some baggage to work through and this is my blog dang it and my therapy. So, here goes...The entry below was written back in August 2009. I think it will help me to see and read this again and have it "out there." It may help you understand me and where I am was, a bit better. If you don't like it I'm sorry, it's just me.

August 2009
Feeling left out. Feeling like something is missing. Feeling forgotten. Feeling like I am going to be walking into something that is just going to explode and it's going to be "my fault." Feeling like I am the one that always "starts shit." Be it as it may, I grew up in a slightly confrontational house. I am the oldest, the only girl and the "protector" to my younger siblings and my mother. So I guess, "shit starting" comes natural to me. (Not a good trait to brag about.)

Shouldn't feel like this because I've been blessed with so much. My gut tells me something is just not right. How can some people just forget about all of the hurt that they have caused. I am expected to just move on because they are better. Because I love them, that should be enough. Well, it's not. Sometimes I need to be acknowledged, appreciated and thanked.

I have unconditional love, for my children and my husband. I will always love them no matter what. I may not like what they are doing but I will always love them. Those are the only people that I truly have to forgive and let go.

I love my parents, my brothers and friends but they can still screw up (like me) hurt people with their words, actions and inaction's and they still need to own up to what they did to hurt others and apologize. I will always be there for those I love, but occasionally I need to hear an apology. Knowing that you own up to the hurt you may have caused others, the anguish that you may have put them through worrying about you helps us heal too.

I am strong. I do things that people are amazed at. I have had wonderful, creative, fun, jobs and done things many people only dream of. But I am still human, and I hurt too. It hurts to be forgotten.

It may not be specific to a single incident but acknowledging that you may have said or done things that really hurt someone else, and owning up to it really helps to mend fences and heal.

Your healing may have all ready begun but others feel left out, forgotten, and hurt.

Some people don't like "dirty laundry" but life is not easy and sometimes you just can't keep it to yourself, when it hurts. Why pretend that everything is okay when it is eating you up inside? Get the hurt out, work on it even though it's really difficult, move on. I don't want to have to negatively anticipate occasions. I don't want to guard my words at every turn and hide behind someone that I am not.

Not that anyone really reads this anyway. So we're probably okay ignoring the real issue for awhile longer.

Knit through my thoughts

2010-01-23T21:25:00.000-06:00

Well, I am going to start a very challenging project. Knitting calms me down. It forces me to focus on the project at hand. I can see my results immediately (or see my mistakes immediately and rip them out and start again) either way it is gratifying. I am tyring to figure out a lot right now and I'm hoping that this project will help me sort through things, one piece at a time. Plus making this for someone who really understands and appreciates how much time, love, sweat, blood and probably tears goes into it makes it worthwhile.

I've conquered socks, gloves, hats, scarves, loads of baby blankets. It's time to move on to the big one! I am going to knit a sweater for my husband, or try to the best of my abilities. I am working on the Inishturk Sweater along with the Lion Brand Knit Along. I just bought the yarn today and went with the Oatmeal color. I am going to start my gauge swatch tonight and seen where I end up.

It may end up being a bunch of scarves, gloves and hats but here we go!

'Bout as good as a Mom with a college degree

2010-01-19T17:46:00.000-06:00

Within the span of a few weeks I heard two very similar remarks. One was on the TV show 30 Rock.. “I feel about as useless as a mom’s college degree.” It's a good think I like that show, but even my husband chuckled at it! It struck a bit of a chord with me and then...

The other was said by someone who is supposed to care about me and has no internet knowledge, so I'm not worried about this getting back to him...But it went something like this "Look, she(me) has a college degree and look what she's doing now? Nothing! Staying home with 3 kids!" Trust me if I had been in the room when that statement was made, someone would have gotten an earfull and maybe a good smack. (Wouldn't have been the first time either.)

"What do you want to be when you grow up?" The question we all have at least five answers for when we are 5. But when we're 36(ish) and I can't answer that question anymore I begin to wonder.

Mom, homemaker, vet, photographer, police officer, doctor, bakery owner, student again, teacher, nurse, writer, knitter, media buyer, runner, public relations whiz, marketing director. Why isn't the title Mom, good enough? Why is saying, "I'm just a Mom," sound so negative to some people and to me sometimes too. I sometimes feel like I need to apologize for it and that sounds more stupid seeing it in writing now!

I was brought up to believe that I could do anything I set my mind to, no matter what. While no one actually said "You have to do this or that," it was just kind of implied. I felt like I was expected to do everything. Is it because I was the oldest of four and the only girl? Was it because my Mom was forced to be a single parent at an early age and she worked so hard to do right by us? Is is because my grandmother did so much in her long lifetime that made me want to do more? Is it just because of the "age" I was born into. The raise your little girls to be Superwomen age?

The expectations list felt and still feels something like this not always in this order but you get the idea...Go to college, get a degree, get a job, be successful, get married, have children, look fabulous while raising children, work out constantly, manage a household, have no debt, cook healthy meals, still work, volunteer, keep a clean house, be athletic, compete in races, be calm, cool and collected the majority of the time and above all be happy.

Yikes, looking at that list I certainly do not get the feeling of happiness. I get nervous, anxious, disappointed, self-conscious, and overwhelmed.

I am happy with my little family. I adore my husband and thankfully he loves me enough to put up with my fits of funkdom and near craziness. My children are amazing, funny and smart. Everyday (at least once a day they redeem themselves) they make me smile, laugh and appreciate being alive every day.

The rest of it I guess shouldn't really matter all that much. But it does some days. I wish I did not care about other people or what they said or thought so much sometimes. I wish I could turn off my brain and not analyze things. But then, that would make me a different person.

I was a planner by nature and now that I really don't have one, I feel at a loss. I feel that I am missing something. I just don't know what that is yet. So I think I need come up with a plan for 2010. I like the ideas of what Autumn is doing over at Living Out Loud and Missy at Loving My Children's Gifts. They are working on monthly goals for themselves for this year. I need to read up! I'll get back to you about how I progress.

Cool contest I found to win free groceries for a year

2010-01-19T09:48:00.001-06:00

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Running into the new year...towards what?

2010-01-05T14:12:00.007-06:00

Running....towards what? Away from what? I never really like running. I played soccer for many years but never really like the running part. I didn't have enough confidence in my own abilities, even then. But I needed to be a part of a team, something bigger than myself.

When I was presented with the opportunity to join Team in Training in the spring of 2007 I didn't know what kind of a gift I was being given. I signed up to fund raise for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society and run the Nike Women's Marathon in San Fransisco in October. The experience was so amazing that I did it again the following year as a mentor. I loved it. I love the people that I met and friends I have made.

I missed it desperately last summer, not having it. With our life changes, (hub's job and moving) I just couldn't commit to more than my family. And that was hard enough. I'm tyring to get involved with my local group but local is a crazy world when you live in "Chicagoland." So I am toying with the idea of getting with the Madison group again. Or maybe, God forbid doing it on my own. Signing up for an event on my own would be a new step for me in running arena. I'm not sure if I'm ready for that yet.

Thinking about doing an event just for myself may mean that I am ready to start healing some of the hurt and working through some of the many issues that I have. That is almost scarier than running. My husband called me "The Over Steeped Bitter Knitter" yesterday. I know the over steeped part. I am notorious for letting tea sit WAY too long and I knit, a lot. The bitter part is what I need to figure out and change I think. It's pretty bad when my husband jokes about me being bitter. What is he tyring to say? Just spit it out all ready damn it!

When I think about that I think I may start an new blog. One where no one knows who I am. So I can really pour my heart out, at least on my screen. I don't think I want family and friends to "know" all of my issues, especially as I try to work them out. That is one of the beauties of the web isn't it, anonymity?

Some words from Kristen Armstrong's blog over at Runner's World is helping to put me into focus.

"I need to spend some time thinking about the things I want to leave behind so I can tread lightly this year, as well as the things I want to run towards. I want to leave behind things like any form of lingering guilt, any resentments, any relationships that weigh me down, any worries that hold me back, any old definitions of myself that I've outgrown, any fears that limit my views...And I want to run ahead, into beautiful things like freedom, friendship, contentment, joy, love and understanding...Things I am shedding, the dreams that I want to breathe into life when I am brave enough to say them out loud."

So with running, I am starting all over again. And that is okay. I will say in this crazy "web" world that I have completed the first week of the Couch to 5K program and am feeling good. I would like to sign up for the Madison Shamrock Shuffle on March 14. Seems like of crazy to drive 2 hours to run 3.1 miles but that's what I'm looking at. The official Shamrock Shuffle in Chicago is on March 21 but that's an 8k and I don't want to push another couple of miles too soon. I think I want to try to like this running thing.

A blog fog

2009-10-14T14:56:00.003-05:00

I wonder why the words blog and fog rhyme? Hmmm, because I get lost in a fog when I think about the world of blogging? Who is reading about my family and I? Hopefully, it's no one creepy. If you are creepy, stop reading and leave please. I'm paranoid enough. Does anyone really care? Or is it just misguided rants from a stay at home mom of three little boys who doesn't know what she wants to be when she grows up?

We complain about not getting things done. Not cleaning up enough, it really shouldn't be that hard to keep a clean home and put things away, right? Well, right. But we have to keep our iphones charged, so that we can hear it when we get a random email, text or God-forbid a phone call. And then there is our Facebook status that we have to change a minimum of at least 3 times a day and be sure to post on everyone else's adventures. And then there are those links to various articles, websites or blogs on their status updates and of course we need to check out those out too.

So really, there isn't much time for speaking on the phone, chatting with neighbors, visiting at soccer practices or writing a loved one a note just to say hi or cleaning my house. People have gotten so busy, they just don't say "hi" anymore.

My Grandma goes over to my Mom's house every morning to have morning coffee, work on her crossword puzzle and maybe catch a game of Rumikub if she can. She knows that computers can show her pictures of her great-grandkids (if my brothers pull them up for her) but I'm not sure she would know what an email is. I think that's great.

With all of the technological devices out there to keep in touch, truly personal relationships suffer. And hence we suffer as individuals, or at least I do. So I need to decide what my time is worth. Or maybe what is worth my time to look at or do on the internet. I think it's too big. Or at least too big for this Momma.

So here I sit typing away when I should be playing a game with my kids...whoops the iphone just buzzed, gotta go it could be an emergency!

Back to school

2009-08-23T20:28:00.003-05:00

Well, it's back to school week! Sean starts 1st grade on Wednesday and Ian will start Kindergarten the following week. The boys will be going to the public school here in Gurnee. The 7th largest school district in the state. Try this on for size. There are 31 1st grade classes. If each class has the maximum number of children (25)then there will be 775 1st graders! This building is gigantic and holds 2nd and 3rd grades as well. I'm sure that I am more freaked out about the "hugeness" of the school than Sean is. He has seen his class room, found the gym, met the principal and loves the playground. We will get to meet his teachers tomorrow afternoon. They are doing an ice cream social at a park tomorrow afternoon. Knowing who my child will be with before I just ship him off on a bus will help.

So if 1st grade is that big, how about Kindergarten? Well they have their own building across the street from the "Elementary school 1,2,3." In Gurnee the K is only half day (stinks, I know.) So there are 17 AM classes and 17 PM classes, about 700 students also. I know that Ian wants to go to school all day and be able to use his lunch box so he will be a bit disappointed about the 1/2 days but he's going to school everyday so that should make up for it.

Ian is playing soccer, we'll find out if Sean got on a team this week. I think the boys will both be starting karate in a couple of weeks and we are looking to sign Sean up for Tiger Cubs. Jake will be going to a Moms Morning Out program for a couple of hours a week. So come the middle of September I am going to have 5 whole hours to myself! I might just take a nap, or a get a haircut!

Hmmm, lots more updates on (my Star Wars boys) but I have some downtime and I need to scrapbook!

2009-07-29T07:22:00.002-05:00

Yes, we've moved - twice since the end of April. It sucks, I don't recommend it. But we're more settled now in Gurnee, IL.

Boys finished summer school last week and now it's time to find some things to do...

We are what

2009-01-31T21:17:00.002-06:00

Rumor has it we are moving....GRRRR. Okay, I am very thankful that Ryan has started a new job and is feeling very positive and motivated by it and the sales meeting that he is attending this weekend. The only downside it that the job is in Northbrook, IL just north of Chicago. So we're looking at the NW communities and maybe even looking at southern WI. I thought taxes in Madison were bad - IL is insane! So I'm crazy and all over the place trying to clean things up, organize, fix what I can to get the house ready to go on the market next week. I'm tired, my brain is mush and I think I need to go to sleep.

Resolutions, renewal

2008-12-28T21:29:00.003-06:00

I don't know if I really believe or understand New Year's resolutions. I like the idea of renewal or maybe reinvention. In the same sense as Spring or a going back to school sense. Starting over...

renew (v): to repeat so as to reaffirm; revive; to replenish; to bring into being again, reestablish; to start over

resilience (adj): the ability to recover quickly from illness, change, or misfortune. Reinvention is a never ending process. It’s the daily, on-going pursuit of personal growth and fulfillment – a path that ultimately leads to more rewards and greater responsibilities.

Do I have things I want to resolve for 2009? Certainly. What are they? I'll get back to you when I figure them out. In the meantime I am still praying for the next step of our lives to hurry up and arrive. So while we are waiting for an offer to arrive and decisions about a potential move I am also awaiting these titles at the library and hoping I will get some clarity.

Eliminate Chaos: The 10-Step Process to Organize Your Home and Life

This Year I Will...: How to Finally Change a Habit, Keep a Resolution, or Make a Dream Come True

The Life Organizer: A Woman's Guide to a Mindful Year

"You see, it’s not the obstacles or challenges we face that keep us from succeeding. It’s our inability or unwillingness to learn from those things that allow us to be defeated"

Great Googily Moogily

2008-12-08T12:02:00.002-06:00

When will it end?

Soon we hope. All good things come to those who wait right? Everything happens for a reason right? Right.

So we are keeping our spirits high as we work on figuring out what the next step in our life is. No wrong decisions, just adult ones. More importantly Santa is coming soon. Ian is, by far the most infatuated with gift giving. It is hard to convince him that Christmas is not about the gifts, but he is 4 and just wants to go to Target every day and buy things.

He wanted to get me a box of Hot Tamales for Christmas. Funny, but years ago I would have laughed. Now, it it is kind of thing that means more if it is something he WANTS to get me, boy how we change!

We will update some more b-ball and images soon so you can keep up!

Stay tuned.

So it goes

2008-09-23T20:18:00.002-05:00

we have been plenty busy, as we all are these days. Tash and Ryan are wrapping up our fall race trainging (NOTE we still continue to fundraise for LLS, see links on right).

Kids are doing great, all 3 are going through different phases now, it is tough, but as always they make it better when they are cute. funny how they can scream for 2 hours and defy you, then a simple hug and smile makes it all go away.

FYI - ryan is damn near seeking face book rehab and my wife shows more control. I need to see if we can link this or something, who knows

So, if you want more detail, check facebook! OR call us!!!

Signed Ryan and Tash.

Ironday

2008-09-07T11:54:00.001-05:00

It's Ironman day in Madison. Ry is volunteering, so is Trish and Chelsea. Kids and I got to see the bike leaders early but it's now nap time. Hopefully we'll head down to the "city" later and see the top finishers...

2008-08-10T09:21:00.004-05:00

Where have we been? Well, those summer colds lastest for weeks and weeks. They are finally gone, yippie.

We have been enjoying summer very much. #1 and #2 are done with swim lessons for the summer and are amazing at it. #1 can swim 20 yards on his front and back without a float belt and #2 can swim almost 10 yards both ways without a belt. I still get a bit nervous when I see them jump off the blocks but they just smile big and swim away. They are getting coordinated enough to actually yell cannonball and then do it. It's pretty darn cute.

#3 is qutie a water child also. He has no fear and just loves to splash and kick. Still trying to keep up with 1 and 2.

Last weekend we went to the WI state fair in Milwaukee. It was hubby's first fair EVER. I still can't believe that he grew up in Kansas and never went to a fair. Anyway we enjoyed seeing tons of animals, neat exhibits, a huge slide, the state food - cream puffs (I thought it was brats, beer and cheese) and a Doodlebops concert. Quite a day and fun for all.

A trip from Nanni and Poppi, a few days at the splash park, lots of visits to the library and now starting to get ready for school. Kindergarten begins on August 26th and preschool on Sept 3. So #3 and I will actually have some time just for us. I don't know if he will know what to do without the others but we'll have fun - or he'll nap.

Sean learned to ride a two wheeler today... he did very well

Training is going well. Ryan and I both had a hard time recovering from the summer sickness and training at the same time. Okay, so we lost a few days here and there but we are thankfully back in the swing of training and feeling much better. He has completed his fundraising goal for Chicago - YEAH. I'm still working on mine for Nike. I still have about $1400 to go so if you have been thinking about donating, please do. Even a $10 donation makes a big difference. It's perfect running weather and I'm waiting for Ryan to get home so I can go. Happy day to you.

Summer colds, yuk

2008-07-20T10:35:00.003-05:00

Well, this had been a difficult week for Team Madison. #1, #2 are just about over the summer cold / funk they had and they so graciously shared it with #3 and both of us. So training has been hard to non-exisitent which is really difficult mentally for both of us. Last night we went to a neighbor's birthday get-together and somehow while playing with #2 Dadd-o hurt his back. He tried to lay on the floor and interact with #1, #2 and #3 this moring but they just thought he was wrestling so he's back in bed.

The CA grandparent contingent and uncles are heading up to Lake Siskiyou near Mt. Shasta for TWO whole weeks of relaxing, canoeing, camping, marshmellows and ghost stories....yes, we are a bit jealous.

We are excited about the KS grandparent contingent making the trek later this week. The kiddos are very excited about going fishing with Poppi. I may make a bet on how long it actually lasts but either way it should be fun for them.

Kindergarten and preschool seems to be looming in my mind. I don't know why but they are slowly creeping up on me. Well the sick one upstairs is requested something yet again so I must be off. Good health to you and hopefully us too.

TRIed It, and liked it

2008-07-13T20:42:00.002-05:00

So, I completed my first triathlon. I had a lot of fun, did well. I wish Tash and the Kids were there to see it, but there will likely be a next time.
Ryan O'Donnell
bib number: 302
age: 33
gender: M
location: Madison, WI
overall place: 36 out of 372
division place: 8 out of 21
gender place: 33 out of 214
time: 1:12:45
pace: 0:
swim: 7:08
trans 1: 2:04
bike: 42:14
trans 2: 1:07
run: 20:14
The swim was tough, but I did get it done a couple minutes faster than I expected. The bike was good, lost about 2 minutes when the chain fell off, just lucky it did not get sucked into the rear wheel. The run was the best for me. By far the best I have felt in a race ever, even after the swim and bike.
I was crashed by 7 pm, Tash gave me a pass on feeding the dog and dishes, I went to bed.
She volunteered at the Diva Dash today for the Junior League. Then she took off for her run. WINDY DAY. She looked beat, in a "i had a good run" way.
Then I went out. My long run today was 17 miles at 8:00 pace. I ended at 8:13, but was VERY pleased considering what I put forth the day before.

2008-07-10T21:28:00.003-05:00

Came across this video online... Pretty sweet. I have been riding fixed for only a short while, but these guys are talented.

GREAT WEEKEND

2008-07-05T19:50:00.003-05:00

IRON-POD 2008 - Madison,WI
Ian O'Donnell was the first and only participant in the 4th weekend Iron-Pod Cool-Guy TRI.
Check out his swim, look at the flow into T1...even stops for a thumbs up with a fan...

Could not have been better through the back half of the trike. T2 was a bit slow then at the turn he was side tracked by spent fireworks.
The kid has a gift!

In other news Ryan is going to do HIS first tri... TBD on that, no goals but to have fun and try hard. It was spur of the moment, as I have talked about it forever and finally bit the bullet. It is a sprint in Pardeeville, I am sure it will be a blast.
PARDEEVILLE TRI
Don't forget that Tash and I are still working hard training for our fall marathons. Spread the word about TNT and our fundraising. Donate if you can, and if you did THANK YOU!We had a great get together with a great bunch of neighbors this weekend for the 4th. Really something I hope we can do more often. It was nice to get to know some of the people we do not see or know as well yet. It was a blast watching the kiddos play together... man they have it rough.
Tash just looked at me and said "are you typing?" Why yes I am. She said it sounded like a lot of hunting and pecking; not so...but on that note, it is time tp sit on my arse!

Summer is here

2008-06-22T20:54:00.008-05:00

All in all a great summer vacation week for the boys. We went and signed up at the library for the summer reading program and then the next day went to another library for a great story time. We had the girls over for a half day on Wed and played outside a lot. Then on Thursday we met friends at the zoo and had a really nice time.

Then Friday we went to a local strawberry farm rode a tractor and picked fresh strawberries. Okay, so the boys actually ate more than they picked but we ended up with a bunch, enough for strawberry shortcakes for dessert. I actually made strawberry jam today for the first time. I'll update on how that turned out soon.

We went to the Farmer's Market at the Capitol square and actually went into the Capitol and went up to the observation deck. What a great view of Madison.

We did some gardening and played outside a lot this weekend. All is well and life is good.

2008-06-16T20:04:00.003-05:00

Well, training for both Ryan and I is in full swing. I am doing a spin class MW at 6am and then running TTH and either Fri or Sat off depending on our longer runs. Ryan has been able to do most of his workouts on his way to work or during lunch. So, so far so good with the double training.

The double fundraising is proving to be hard, but we knew it would be. We have to get Ryan to $1000 by July 1. That is our goal right now. We know that times are financially tough, but even if you can contribute $10 or $20 it would help us so much in our fundraising efforts! We're thinking about putting together a poker tournament to raise money. I know zero about poker so I'll be looking to Lori for pointers!

Wow, what a weekend. The trifecta if you will. Yesterday, June 15 was our wedding anniversary, #1's birthday and Father's Day! (We know this comes around every 5 or 7 years depending on the leap year but Lord, it just sneaks up on us!)

We had a great pirate party on Saturday for #1. Thankfully the weather held out and we had a beautiful mid-day for the kiddos. More thunderstorms hit late afternoon.

We celebrated Father's Day by just all being together, very low key. Ryan and I both got long runs in and then we went for a bike ride together. Our anniversary, well we have a "date" booked on the 28th so we are both looking forward to that!

Back on the run...

2008-06-06T20:42:00.003-05:00

Me getting my dunk on....

I have officially begun training. I am still easing into it a bit, as I don't want to get injured. But, it all feels good. I am enjoying swimming a lot also.

I was mowing the front lawn tonight and was nervous that Jake would start to cry because of the mower again. He was keeping a close eye on me, but not scared today. He just sat on the bench in front of the house. Happy as a clam, that little guy.

Sean and Ian ran and rode around in the front, just having a blast, but they play rough. I don't mind it so much when it is just them, but when the other kids are around, I want them to back down a bit.

Then we were off on the 'O-Train' ride. That is the bike, the instant tandem and the trailer. All three boys like it quite a bit, and the neighbors are starting to recognize us as we cruise around! Good times for us. I will post a photo of that and of Jake on the bench.

Off tomorrow to participate in my first Team in Training group run. It will be a nice sweatfest! Warm and muggy fo' sho.

Camp Mommy

2008-06-03T20:50:00.002-05:00

Yikes, summer is really almost here! Number 1 and Number 2's last days of preschool are next week! And then they are home for the summer! Okay, so they're only gone a few hours each day - on opposite days anyways but I have to get used to this summer Mommy thing. So I've been reading up on - CAMP MOMMY. No it's not a place where I can do for a few days with activities all laid out and meals prepared. It's where I get to play camp director for little ones! Oh dear Lord - help me! I'm not sure where to start but I did get #1 and #2 signed up for "super swim" lessons at the end of June and I am going to do my 6:00AM Spin class on Mondays and Wednesdays again! Yeah for getting up early! So that's about all I've got so far....

We've got a fundraising clinic for Team in Training tomorrow night. It should bring up some great ideas and get us all rolling towards our goals! I've got spin in the morning....so off to sleep it is.

2008-06-01T20:38:00.004-05:00

The graduate....whoops that's Sean pretending to be the graduate! He loved Johnnie "graduating hat."

Yeah, for graduations! My little brother just graduated from high school last weekend. The next one isn't for 3 years unless Luke graduates early...he would be the one to do it, the "boy genius." Anyway, the graduation was really nice, the party was fun. We spent time together hanging out. Sean and Ian learned how to Wii and Ryan got his tail handed to him in Wii golf. Good thing they didn't go to the course. (Luke is tyring to qualify for the Junior Nationals.)

We went to Safari West in Santa Rosa. It was such a neat experience. We rode in safari jeeps around a 400 acre preserve and saw so many different animals. Sean, Ian and Jake loved seeing the animals. We did too.

Ryan and my brothers took Sean and Ian to the creek and brought back 6 tadpoles! I thought they would be small..not so! They were huge! The boys were well, so boys with them. It was pretty cute to watch.

I got in a few good runs while in California and came back and did 6.25 today so I'm feeling like I'm getting back into the running groove. I did over 30 miles in May! We received a few donations all ready. Many thanks to the Bains, Karen & Greg, Patti, Grandma Ella, Gerrie and Dr. Hollingsworth! Thank you so much for your help. Your donations help motivate me out the door! Speaking of, I need to go to bed so I can get up early for a spin class tomorrow! Go team!

50 MILE RACE REPORT

2008-05-11T18:51:00.007-05:00

FIRST, I finished it. 2008 Ice Age Trail 50 Mile Run

Second, I have my fix now. Not that I won't do this again, I likely will, but not any time soon. Maybe a year or two (at soonest).

So, without knowing who wants what in the race report, I will keep it easy. I had fun. I never hurt too bad. I came in 43 minutes before the cutoff. I really had no idea what to expect. Over 15,000 feet of ascent and over 15,000 feet of descent. Lots more rocks and single track than I was led to believe by the veterans.

However, the course was gorgeous, the weather could not have been better. Every runner on the course was friendly and courteous and most importantly watching out for everyone. The rest stops were well stocked, not just with food, but with energized outgoing folks that wanted every runner to finish, and enjoy it.
There are few important women that truly need to be mentioned. They kept me going when I needed a boost. First, my wife, Natasha was on my mind and thought endlessly on this Mothers Day eve about what a great mom and wife she is. I could not have done with without her unconditional encouragement, even though she is damn glad I am done.

Cindy and Glory Gensch. I think (know) Glory gave me the weather and shared her wings with me. Cindy your fight and strength pushed me up some hills that I could have just as easily sat down on and rested. I tried to share RACE Charities with people, and it was on my shirt, your message is getting out there, little by little, but steadily.

Mom, Linda O'Donnell, your fight and progress since your brain surgery has been tough on our family, but you have always stayed strong. Your continued improvements in recovery show me you are not giving up, I could not either.

Angela, I wore Team Trevor socks and his button on my back. Having being swabbed for bone marrow donation just the day before, kept me thinking about the strength you and your family have shown mine, and SO many others. We love being part of Team Trevor and I can't wait to share that with more people.

As for the rest of the race and recovery, I am very happy that I did this. Without a doubt it was a huge undertaking. Never did I feel like I could not make it or felt like I wanted to give up. However, just like in a marathon or a long training run I was convinced that the half marathon is the perfect race. Not today...the half still is a good race but the feeling of accomplishment I have now, is pretty unparalleled. ( in terms of sporting challenges...still nothing holds a candle to being a dad)

I will do this again. Maybe next year, maybe in a couple, maybe 10. But I hope to be running for many years to come, so there is not any rush. I was completely amazed by the average age of the men and women out there. Not like your average 10K full of punky UW kids and tri-guys. They were the real deal. Some refined, some grizzly, but all pretty much beat my ass out there. I finished just a few minutes ahead of a woman that was completing her 17th IAT50. Pretty cool.

Finishing was great. Tash had the boys out a couple hundred yards from the finish and they ran me in. They even tackled a couple of hills with me!!! I carried Jake across the line and we had lots of people cheering for us. I have really wanted to finish a race with the boys and this was a great one to do it.

My per mile times were all over the place from a 10:02 to 25-ish. That one was a longer aid station break. The last 6 miles were pretty slow, but I slugged it out fairly well. I think I learned a lot about ultra events. The people are great, they are often odd, but so am I. There is a lot of great time to enjoy nature and self reflect. That I can do more often. I do want my family to enjoy some more nature with me for a while before I do it again though. Over the next few years I hope to get the stamina and grit in me to improve and enjoy them more every time.

Next is a couple weeks of rest. Tash is now training to enjoy the Nike Women's Marathon again. I will be back in the saddle training for Chicago. Both in October. Stop by our TNT pages and say hi with a quick donation if you can! We will surely ask again later!!! $5 or $50, it all helps!!!

Team Madison does Team in Training 2008 version

2008-05-03T21:40:00.009-05:00

Well it is official, I am doing the Nike Women's Marathon again this year as a mentor with Team in Training! and drumroll.....Ryan is doing the Chicago Marathon with TNT as well! So it is even cuter that the boys run around in front of the house "racing" each other yelling "Team in Training Marathon, Team in Training Marathon!"

We are going to have a couple of busy race weekends in October, not to mention the joint training, preschool, Kindergarten, work calendars that we will coordinate between now and then. The fundraising will obviously be a bit more of a challenge this year with two of us but I know that we can do it. Listening to one of our honored teammates today, just brought tears to my eyes and inspiration to my heart. She is a 10 year old 5th grader that is battling leukemia for the second time in her short life. She is so smart and sweet and so wise and caring beyond her years. She made us bracelets with motivational sayings on them as well as a butterfly. That is the nickname that her Mom has given her, butterfly. Thinking of her and her family going through their struggles will help Ryan and I stay focused in training and fundraising. I want a cure for her and all of the others who are trying to really spread their wings and fly into a bright, happy and healthy future.

So my fundraising webstie is set up. It still needs a few tweaks but you can donate online now! Every dollar helps - donate now, donate often and help so many! (We'll get Ryan's fundraising website up in the next week)

http://pages.teamintraining.org/wi/nikesf08/no'donnell

2008-05-01T20:31:00.003-05:00

So let's start off with saying that Ryan's mom is home finally home and is doing well! Yeah Nanni! Thank you for all of your thoughts and prayers our entire family truly appreciates it.

Next, how do people blog? How do people find the time and subject matter to write about? I have such a hard time keeping up with this. I so enjoy reading a good book or three or four (really) and I have been doing so much better with "timely" scrapbooking and now that I can be out and work on my garden...and all of those fun websites, blogs and magazines to keep up with....time, time, time. What did I do before the internet?

So what has been happening here....Ryan has been training for a 50 mile ultra marathon that is (finally) next weekend. I have decided that I am going to do the Nike Women's Marathon with Team in Training again this year. I am also going to mentor this year's team as well. I had such an amazing experience that I want to share that excitement with others.

The boys are LOVING being able to play outside all of the time. Sean has started t-ball and is going to his kindergarten "orientation" tomorrow. Ian is working very hard on toilet training and doing very well. He is also riding his bike like a champ! Jake is just the cutest baby on the planet. He is trying so very hard to keep up with his big brothers and doing a mighty good job of it.

And now I am tired....and have to go watch Lost.....because I am.

Trail Running Machine

2008-04-15T11:14:00.001-05:00

What a week...more to come

2008-03-11T18:45:00.003-05:00

Where to begin. As I write this I should be in China, getting ready to fly back home. Good Guess, that is not the case. So to start it off, last Sunday morning my brother called at about 8 am. Red Flag. They thought mom had a stroke. Dad took her to the hospital, because she could not move her left leg. Tests began. More tests. More waiting. Tim and Trish drove down from KC to Wichita. By the end of the day, I had cancelled my trip to China and booked a ticket to Wichita, via Memphis. Wait, delay out of Madison, missed the flight in Memphis. Rebooked through St. Louis, changed to Dallas. Delayed. Arrived. Hospital. Hi Mom.

By now she could not use her left arm. They found a mass pretty much in the center of her brain. This meant surgery. In two days. On my mom.

Tash and the boys flew in on Tuesday. We all spent some time together, then off to the OR.

A few hours later, we get good news. "It's NOT A TUHMOH" It was an abscess. Streptococcus Intermedius. How it got there, who knows. The surgical assistant said he has done about 2600 similar operations, and in no more than 10 have they been something other than a tumor. That is .3% of surgeries. A few days in ICU, then the floor. Team Madison heads home on Sunday. Nice to be home, but really glad we were all able to be there for mom and each other. The boys knew something was up, but overall did very well in the hospital and with all the stress.

Jake reading the morning rag...
A beautiful Kansas sunset. You don't miss them until they are gone!

Tim and Sean catching some z's.

Keep Mom in your prayers. She has a long road of rehab to get her left arm and leg moving again. We are now home trying to get back in the groove, and I still have to head to china, but not for a couple of weeks.

Cheers!

Where have we been?

2008-02-28T15:34:00.004-06:00

All over the place...but mostly stuck in the snow....

Got a HUGE storm on Feb 6, then drove to KC for Ryan's Psycho WyCo trail race....psycho is right! Came back got more snow a few loves on Valentine's Day...some cute boys...more snow....more snow....broke the record for snowfall in Madison. We're over 80" so far and it could snow here into April! Dear Lord, help me....

So that is our story snow, snow and more snow. It's time to come out of hibernation all ready!

Thank goodness for Gortex shoes...I guess? Ryan did great. He did 20 miles on what we heard was one of the toughest trail courses...only 22% of it was flat....I was outside for about 3 hours in 50 degree weather...it was great!

So, Ryan tries to pull into the driveway when there is all ready 7+ inches of snow on the ground...needless to say everyone had to help get him out...

Happy Hearts Day from the boys...

Ian enjoys last weekends snow dump for awhile

Sean's new deal with snow is eating it. Yes, we have talked to him about not eating yellow snow...

The view out our back door...it is pretty, but I'm ready for Spring..

Inured? but SUPERBAD

2008-01-31T20:07:00.000-06:00

I went to see a sports med doctor today. My knee was hurting Tuesday and I needed some reasurance or diagnosis. I have taken it easy for a couple of days and still have some soreness and random pains, but it is not as bad.
After x rays and ultrasound, he saw some extra fluid, but not enough to know if there is a tear or other damage.

While I am not running for the weekend, I hope it all feels better. So, Monday, I will have an MRI to see if there is any damage. I hope it is just overuse and sore. I still plan to run the 50K in KC next week, unless the doc says no way!

I made some new IDs for the boys online today. Only funny if you have seen Superbad.

Long Saturday run

2008-01-25T20:02:00.000-06:00

Here is the first section of the long run on Saturday...Good hills and it will be snowy!!!

I will likely cut a couple corners to keep it at or just under 24 miles... i hope the weather is like they say...then it won't be so bad...you know double digits these days are great!!

SO...there was a good plan for the full 24 miles with a second section...not today, my body is tired and legs are asking to rest...will get out tomorrow, but not enough to get hurt!

Heat wave this weekend

2008-01-24T21:02:00.000-06:00

Finally, we will have several days of double digit temps. That is good. I hope we get some good time to play outside.

I will be heading to Vegas for work early Feb...not looking forward to that.

I ran at lunch yesterday at about 6 degrees. 8 miles and it felt pretty good. I was going to do the same on the way home from work, but wind chill was about minus 12...so I came pretty much straight home and it was 5 miles. I think that is just fine, considering the temp.

We have the new treadmill motor coming. I hope it holds up for a while. Tash is cleared to start walking then running, I am excited for her, I hope/think she is looking forward to that too...we will have to find some races for her soon (spring).

This is Jakes new pose... he loves it. He is a little tripod.

As well, he is having a hard time sleeping lately. Teeth, growing, stuffy nose...who knows. He does sleep well with us in bed....here he is in shifts one with momma one with dad...

Cold Weekend in Madison

2008-01-20T19:52:00.000-06:00

WOW, two posts in two days! Today, if you didn't hear, was cold in Wisconsin. Woke up in the negatives and soon we got to zero. Tash spent some time on the treadmill, walking as she rehabs her ankle ligament. THEN...it broke. Just over one year old. I will have to "work with" Nordic Track to see what we can do.

Anyway, that forced me outside to run today. We laughed at some people we saw on the way to church running...shouldn't have done that. It was good though. I need to get some trail miles in before the 50K, I think I have the fitness now, but I need to make sure that I have some more strength in my stabilizer muscles for the rugged terrain. So, I went out. It was one degree when I left and 3 times as warm when I returned. It really was not too bad.

I screwed my shoes today. Yes, with screws. Read about it a lot. I can not say it was bad, but need to work on the placement so they do not interfere with my stride. I do not think my wife was pleased with my need to modify expenive trail shoes. But, I did not slip too much and it was OK.

The boys are STIR CRAZY. They all have some wicked bad cabin fever. I do think that it is much easier for them on weekends when I am home to help play or be the bad guy to take that off Tash. But, if it would just get warm enough to play out back it would help so much.

The boys were worried that they would be cold tonight in bed. Ian chose snow pants and a hat, Sean just wanted the hat Mom just made him... They are funny little people.

RNR AZ Marathon Recap

2008-01-19T11:04:00.001-06:00

OK, so as Tash said, I had a great race. I was not sure I could hold the 3:30 pace group, but I held on with them until nature called. At that point I just could not catch up.

A couple of important things really helped me gut it out, and believe me miles 24 and 25 were gutted out. Glory Gensch (www.racecharities.org) is the reason I was out there. I know that I was able to get through some tough miles for her. I think she made an arrangement with the man upstairs for the perfect weather!

Trevor Kott (www.trevorkott.com) also helped me quite a bit. Trevor and Jake are the same age, so it was easy for me to find strength in the fact that Trevor his family and friends have been such an inspiration to Tash and I. No little ones should have to be that sick, ever, period.

I probably kept about 2 minutes off my time because of a guy from Madison that I met before. He recognized me and pulled me through the mile 25. He had a strong steady pace and I was not able to keep with him the last couple minutes.

The course was nice and flat. Bands were there, but didn't do much for me other than give me certain points to fix on getting to. I actually was entertained by all the grade school cheerleaders, they were really having fun, and it made it enjoyable.

The race was well managed with plenty of water and accelerade (yuck). Not too much scenery but a great turnout for both the half and full marathon.

If I get photos from anyone I will post them here. I am glad to hear that Jeromy will be going for his first marathon (I hope) at RNR San Diego.

I ran 2 miles Tuesday, it felt good. I tried 4 miles Wednesday....that sucked. I had to walk on these wobbly legs for a while.

But, with the 50K coming up Feb. 9th I need to make sure I have the miles in. So, today I had a good 10 miles at a 8:40 pace. Will try to do at least 12 tomorrow. Next weekend will be a big weekend for miles 24 on Sat and 10 on Sunday.

I just hope it warms up, to at least 20 degrees!!!

If he won't brag I will

2008-01-15T21:21:00.000-06:00

Ryan ran the PF Chang's Rock-N-Roll marathon in Arizona this past Sunday and did fantasitc. He finished in 3:33:37 - an awesome finish and personal best. He has been training SO much (long Saturday and Sunday runs...URRGG) but it paid off in a great event for him. I'm know that it meant a lot to Jeromy and his family that Ryan was there to run with them in honor of Glory and www.racecharities.org

Here is a link to an AZ news channel that interviewed John (Glory's Dad) with Jeromy in the back ground. Sorry you'll have to cut and paste....I can't figure out how to link this)

http://www.azcentral.com/phpAPP/multimedia/flash.php?path=rtmp://azcentral.com%2Fnews%2F0113rockraceweb

Hopefully Ryan will get on here and recount his experience soon....as soon as he stops limping...and losing toenails....ask him about it, he loves to talk about it and show people. Yes, I know, it's nasty

Merry Christmas to all...

2007-12-25T20:53:00.000-06:00

Well I hope that everyone had as wonderful a holiday as we did. We went to the children's mass on Christmas Eve and wished Jesus a "Happy Birthday." The boys were so excited though it was really hard for any of us to concentrate on the service like we would have liked to. We headed home for a nice dinner, Christmas jammies cookies and milk and this year's renditions of the Polar Express and The Night Before Christmas. Ryan stood outside the boys door for a few minutes and heard them talk about hearing noises...was it Santa or just a normal night noise. The were so sweet.

Then 5:15am rolled around and Sean climbed into bed with us and proceeded to tell me that he was hungry and wanted to come downstairs. This coming from the child that doesn't eat until at least 9 or 10 am. So at 6:10am Jacob woke up and well then the fun started. We had to wake Ian up but the sleep was soon washed away when the boys realized Santa had visited!

This was the first Christmas that it was just us, our family. At times it was hard to not be sharing the day with our parents and siblings but it was kind of nice to just do or not do what ever we wanted. The day was really wonderful. The boys played ALL DAY LONG and truly enjoyed each of their gifts. They played so well together and shared toys well too. I wonder if that will carry over into tomorrow? They went on an adventure walk in the "forest" behind out house and found a fox den and Sean got chased by a shrew. Never a dull moment around here.

We hope that everyone had a blessed and fun holiday. Here's to a great Christmas vacation for all and a week still full of surprises.

Christmas Cookie Memories - like it or not

2007-12-24T07:28:00.000-06:00

So we decide that we are going to make candy cane cookies. I made them a few years ago and they were easy and fun. I thought the boys were old enough to help and enjoy making them.

Even Ryan got into the fun helping to chop candy canes into pieces.

Something just wasn't right but I figured it would work out. It always does, right? Sean and Ian were quite surprised about what a mess Mommy was making with the dough. "The counter usually doesn't look anything like that when you make cookies Mommy." (I should have known but their observations that something was really not right)

Well, this is the 9th Christmas Ryan and I have been together and as he put it, this is the first cookie disaster that I have ever seen from you. Not a good sign. But it gave us all a good laugh. I guess I will start to stick to the tried and true holiday favorites like chocolate chip, chocolate crackles (or krinkles if you are an O'Donnell) and sugar cookies. Thank goodness sugar cookies are my business and not candy cane cookies! Apparently there was a bit too much butter in these....

Back in the blog saddle?

2007-12-20T21:06:00.000-06:00

Jake is one now. A year has gone by soooo fast. A lot has happened, a lot of good. These boys are all something else. Now I decided that I would update this bloggy thing and share some of the good. Tis the season. We are jolly!!

These guys love thier little bro! Sometimes too much. Plenty of blood and tears shed (all good intentions), but these guys will be thick as thieves sooner rather than later...we still have the sweat to get through.
We have had our share of lounging around. Here me and Dixie make a good pillow for Jakers.

These are two of the three snowmen we made from play-dough. Ians is the one on the right with the afro. Mine, looks more like a drag queen...

Sean-o sure is proud of his, a good big smile, but we can't seem to get his eyes open in the photos...some day we will catch him.

And now what you all have been waiting for...the Jake walking video...

Cheers and hope you all have a very Merry Christmas!

Reconnected and It's time to fly

2007-10-18T21:36:00.000-05:00

This week has been an absolute whirlwind. I flew to CA for my Dad's service and then got back on Monday. I heard many things about my Dad that I never knew. Two of his friends from the National Guard where there and talked about my Dad as a young man. They have known him since 1963. That was really neat. He was really liked by so many people, for so many different things. It's so strange to think of my Dad's life in so many different "chapters" but that is what hearing everything was like. The service was really nice. I'm so happy that my Mom was there with me. We had some really nice talks with my Dad's wife and my Aunt. It was really healing for me in many ways to be there. The loss of my Dad still really hasn't sunk in and I'm sure it won't for awhile. But I believe that my Dad left us all with a few "gifts." I reconnected with my brother for the first time in years, which would have made my Dad so very happy. I was also able to get in touch with my cousins which was wonderful. Death has a strange way of bringing people together. I just hope that I can really reach out and keep in touch with my family. Because when it comes down to it, that is all that really matters.

And then life goes on. It was so nice to get home to Ryan and the kids. This was the first time I have ever been away from Jake. I missed all of my boys so much. Sean's preschool class took a field trip to the pumpkin patch this week. We had a really fun time. The boys loved petting the kittens, checking out the elk and watching the goats jump on picnic tables. My kids keep me going and smiling and tired too but that's part of the package.

Well, now I am off tomorrow to San Francisco for the Nike Women's Marathon. Is it really happening? Of course. Finally. I have been training since May and I don't know if I ever thought this day would come. I'm nervous, excited and anxious about the race this weekend. I know it's going to be a great time with all of the family and friends that will be there. I'm going to be sore on Sunday but it is going to be so worth it. I reached and exceeded my fundraising goal of $3,800 this week and thank you to every single person to donated to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society on my behalf and thank you to those who watched my kids so I could train, (you know who you are.) Knowing that you all believe in me is going to help me reach the finish line. Thank you, thank you, thank you. See you after the race.

I miss you Dad

2007-10-07T19:50:00.000-05:00

It has been almost a week since my Dad passed away. Even typing it doesn't seem real. I will be heading to CA for his funeral service on Thursday. The service is on Friday afternoon. I don't think it will hit me that he is gone until I get to his house and he just isn't there anymore. So many memories have come back to me this last week. I've talked to so many people who have helped me to remember different things about my Dad. It probably sounds silly but with it being Fall and all of the pumpkins around sometimes it makes me smile and sometimes cry. My Dad used to call me his lil' punkin and that was one of the last things I said to him. That no matter what I would always be his lil' punkin.

Trail Running with The Dudes

2007-09-22T20:22:00.000-05:00

Now that I am back running, I have enjoyed taking Sean and Ian out for a couple of runs with me, in the trailer/jogger. Yesterday we cut across some grass and they loved the bumpy ride. So, today I figured I would introduce them to trail running. We did a big lap at Badger Prairie park. They loved it. I worked hard. There are a few hills there that are pretty steep and add grass, bumps and 110 pounds of kids and trailer, I earned my workout today.
I think I will keep them on the pavement, but I am eager to keep going off road.
While we were out killing time tonight as Tash was fund raising for the marathon, we went to the zoo park. They boys had fun and Jacob ate.
As I was corraling them, Sean said almost done Dad...then he did the monkey bars...BY HIMSELF. I have not seen him try that, let alone do it. I am proud. Three attempts, he completed the first and last, but lost a grip on the second...good job Sean.

Daddy, no poiks

2007-09-19T20:49:00.000-05:00

What is a poik you ask? Well a procupine has them, you know, porks, they are sharp. According to Sean they are called poiks, or poy-cks. (I am not sure how you spell it, but phonetically try saying it like a Stooge, maybe Curley)

I went a week and a half without shaving recently, thinking that now it is going to be fall, and that means the annual beard trial.

Usually Tash is the one who spurs my shaving first. This time Sean was really not into a goodnight hug with my poiks. So, I shaved. Tough when your kids shun you.

Wouldn't you know it a day later, with the little bit of patchy Irish growth I get. I was called out on them by my sons...so, I am back to being poik-free. I have released the wild porks and they can go back to thier cu-pines.

Box 'o Wine

2007-09-18T20:30:00.000-05:00

In case you are looking for a red wine that goes as well with PB&J as it does with a Filet Mignon from Omaha Steaks, look at the Target wine boxes. I tried the Cab/Shiraz and it was well worth the 10 bucks for a magnums worth of boxed wine.

2007-09-15T19:20:00.000-05:00

There is our Jake, eatin' his little puffs. He LOVES them. He prefers them over other foods, which he ate like a hoss, before he met the puff.

Congratst to Tash on her 18 miles today. Her feet were feeling it...and so was I after a full morning with the 3 dudes...

Star Gazing in Vegas

2007-09-10T20:34:00.000-05:00

Okay, I don't feel sorry for Ryan for being in Vegas anymore. Well, except for the fact the Jacob is now officially crawling....everwhere. And he is getting his top two front teeth...at the same time. Lord, I have forgotten all ready how much work I need to do to keep him safe....from the normal baby-proofing things around the house to his brothers....this is going to be very hard.

Okay so Ryan missed Jake taking off for the first time, but that's okay. He will be home in the morning and will have only missed 2 days of it....So my real reason for not feeling sorry for him....I called to say hello this morning and he was still sleeping at 7:15 am......Okay for some of you that is early but around here that is glorious sleep. Guess with the MTV awards in Vegas last night Ryan and Ryan took advantage of the star potential and found a good spot to "star gaze" until the wee hours. Guess they saw a lot of stars, that's cool and all but don't answer the phone groggy when I'm working on my 2nd pot of coffee. Speaking of it's nearly 9pm and I need to go to bed...night.

I want to be a farmer when I grow up

2007-09-08T15:26:00.001-05:00

So Ryan is out to town again...in Vegas for 5 days...poor guy. No really, I mean it. He doesn't like Vegas. He doesn't gamble and has only been there for work. Trade shows no less....oh well maybe some day in the far future just he and I can go and I'll show him that it really a cool place. I think he and the other Ryan he is with might just try to get tickets to the Badger game out there tonight...that is probably the only way we could get tickets since they are always sold out here in Madison...So the kids and I went to Epplegarten this morning, otherwises known as "our farm." We get out the of the car and Sean says "Ah Mom, it's good to be back here. I love this farm." And Ian of course agreed with him. I just love this farm. It is so beautiful and so very close. We usually pick apples but I didn't want to venture into the orchard with only me supervising the kids....I don't know if we all would have come back out...so we picked 2 pints of raspberries. Probably was more like 3 but Ian usually eats 2 for every 1 that makes it in the basket. We also bought some apples at their "farm" store because they are just the best....The boys saw that the pumpkins are growing there and asked if ours were ready yet. I explained that Mommy planted pumpkins late this year (I really did) and ours were just flowering so we should have "baby pumpkins" soon....I planted big ole' jack-o-lantern pumpkins and little mini baby boos too....I really hope we get some by Halloween. I also planted green beans and corn too...(yes we live in the suburbs but I really am a farmer at heart) My Babcia would be so proud. Anyway, Grumpy, oh I mean Sean just woke up from his nap so it's hot chocolate time...oh and I am so exicted that I have a friend coming over the watch the boys tomorrow morning so I can do my 14 miles...race is only 42 days away....

Kids on bikes and international soccer

2007-08-31T20:26:00.000-05:00

Pretty exciting stuff here today. Sean and I decied to take the training wheels off his bike. At first he was really scared, and I didn't let go for more that half a second. Then we hit the hill in the front yard. He did so very good the first time, he went over and over and over again. After dinner we went down the street where there is more grass and a longer hill. He had one run where he rode solo about 60 yards. If he would just remember to pedal he would have it down. He even had a run of about 25 yards on the sidewalk before he turned into the grass. We will see what happens this weekend, I am sure he will keep at it. Here are 2 videos of Sean.

And one of Ian giving it a go. If you have the volume up, you can hear him at the end say..."Man down!" That was good.

I just got back from China and had some time to experience a soccer match in a residential complex. Most of the guys were about 25 years old, showed up smoking to the field, but still ran me ragged. We played for 2.5 hours and it was hot and the field was stinky...but it is so good to be home again. Below is Ryan with Ark and Bart from our China office.

And the view of the area...

I will catch you up on Sean's riding progress before long!

IAN'S BIRTHDAY WEEKEND

2007-08-19T20:20:00.000-05:00

Happy 3rd Birthday Buddy! We hada great Spidey birthday party for you on Saturday. Your 'kids' came buy to wish you the best for lunch, cake and ice cream.

Mommy is the super party planner and you two had fun. Great presents from your friends and a new bike from mom and dad. Can't wait til it stops raining so we can get you on it!!!

We even had a special visitor show up. Sol Spiderman him self was there. He showed you some web spinning wall climbing tricks.

Then we went to Iowa. Normally Mom and Dad are not too keen on Iowa, but it was for Uncle Timmys Pigman Race. Got to stay in a 'ho-towel' and enjoy lots on playing and chasing the triathletes!!! Some video is below...

(dad will let mom post some more b-day images for all to see!)

Jolly Green Giant

2007-08-14T20:33:00.001-05:00

After the big storm last night, that picked up our patio umbrella and tossed it OVER the hosue, we had to mow. Ian happened to be 86% nekkid and had fun playing and rolling and wrasslin' with Sean. Fun for the boys fo' sho'. Good thing it was make a huge mess and turn green day.

Ian literally came inside lookin' like a human asparagus. They had fun.

The boys have been staying up late and keep turning the light on, it is like a game of red rover, send daddy on over. SOOOO.... I took the bulb out. That was a good curve ball, Tash and I are listening to them turn the switch. HA HA, fun for mom and dad.

My foot still hurts after two days off, gonna ride the mtn bike tomorrow, and run on Thursday, hope it gets better. We are excited to watch uncle Timmy race his Pigman Tri Sunday. Sean is ready to use the cowbell (race days only!)

Here is little Carl Spackler...greenskeeper ready!

And big Carl Spackler...

2007-08-12T21:45:00.000-05:00

Well, Ryan told me that my last 2 long runs have been longer than his....that is a really strange thought. I did 15 miles yesterday and paid for it. I felt like my hips were disconnecting from their sockets. Walking or running was pretty painful but ice and Advil all is better. Maybe it's time for new shoes...I'm at nearly 300 miles....Ryan mentioned that to me...or is he just trying to get his own new shoes...I'm sure his shoes will show up right after he finishes his run tomorrow. If they don't, I hope he goes to the doctor and makes sure that his foot is okay. Ian's birthday is next weekend. I can't believe he's going to be 3 all ready. We're all about Spidey...so I'll be baking up some Spidey faces and web cookies and hauling some cake to Iowa to see Tim and Trish after the party....Ah Iowa..the last time I spent a night in Cedar Rapids was a nightmare...my car wrecked, a hotel room with hubby, 2 kids, a dog and a cat.....This time will be better....I hope.

2007-08-12T13:33:00.001-05:00

Bad Shoe Day

I have put too many miles on my shoes. I have some on order, but my foot is killing me. Oh, the dilema, to buy a new pair, at full price, or gut it out another day. I will need more shoes, it is not like they will go bad, but I would rather not further my foot pains.

About 8 of the 14 miles I ran today were tough on my foot. I am scared it is a stress fracture, but I know new shoes will help the pain.

On another note, I took the big drop at Quarry Ridge yesterday. I was out the for a couple of laps and just decided it had to be done. Huge for me, as I don't have much mtn bike experience. I had to hit it a second time to be sure I did it. Big time fun. I pushed the ride pretty hard yesterday and it wore me out for todays run. I need to be sure my off days are really OFF for the next few weeks, I have been really tired.

Kids and wife are all taking a nap, it is nice and quiet, but I am gonna have to mow soon.

2007-08-11T10:53:00.000-05:00

greenbush, WI - Google Maps

This is the start of teh 50K that Ryan is running in October. I thought it was a bit closer to Madison, but it will be worth it regardless.

2007-08-07T19:27:00.000-05:00

BOX - IN - SOX
Alright folks, time for the main event. I wish I could recall exactly where this came from; I do know it is at least a Dr. Suess-ish reference by the boys. They (at this point) are having a ton of laughs with 'Box in Sox'. Here are the videos we got of the playtime!!!

And here is the cheap shot!!!

We have been lucky to keep it very civil so far. Just like everything else, there are likely tears around the bend, but I think if they can learn some roughouse boundaries with this, and laugh, it will be just fine!

2007-08-06T21:12:00.000-05:00

Holy 14 miles...that is what I ran on Saturday morning. It's weird for me to think that ran over a half marathon, but I did it. I'm trying to get my mind around all of the running that still has to be done in the next 75 days. I sent in my re-committment papers for Team in Training today and I sent in my race registration. So although I've known since April that I wanted to do this, I really am now. So now I really need to get cracking on my fundraising. I've reworked my cookie website and am trying to drive more traffic to it http://www.bakersresource.com/ ...hint, hint! Jake got his first tooth a week or so ago and now when he smiles, there is a little "toof" there. It's so cute. He is moving around so much too, not crawling yet but it won't be long. Sean and Ian have decided to "box in socks." I have zero idea where that came from....Maybe Dr Suess's Fox in Socks. Funny thing is they don't know what "boxing" is...even though they do it every day. Okay it's 9:30pm I need to go read some Harry Potter before I go to sleep....5:00am comes early...Thank God they are SO darn cute.

2007-07-26T21:24:00.000-05:00

The things my kids say...

"Oh my god I have a farm" was sung the other day...

Also we have been getting no shortage of "Who the hell is this?" I suppose it is better that they ask, rather than assume, right? Either way, it is damn cute.

Note to parents that see our kids...we are not advocating this, so I hope if your kids do it too, they did not hear it from ours!!! They are usually more behaved out of the house than in it.

I wanted to post a couple of new photos for all to see...just so you can keep up.

Here is Jake's 7 month photo

Here are the dudes at the Wichita Zoo with the Gorillas...

2007-07-18T21:19:00.000-05:00

Stay tuned. I have nothing to write about. Tash, usually has better things to write about.

2007-07-04T22:15:00.001-05:00

I have changed the cat's name to Ted Nugent.

2007-06-28T07:00:00.000-05:00

Well, I think we're finally settling back in after our trip. Just in time for visitors! Some friends are coming to visit this weekend and then one of my brothers is going to come stay for a few weeks. I've got a fundraising event with Team in Training this weekend at Rythm and Booms, the local 4th of July event here in Madison. I've got to get decorating cookies today as that is my bake sale donation for the event. Hmmmm...Jake is scooting backwards on his tummy and can really get around that way. He is kind of like a weeble wooble on his belly. He hasn't quite figured out which way to roll or go. It's pretty cute though. Sean is enjoying being 4. He uses the excuse "Well, I'm bigger. I'm 4 now, I can do it" for everything. Ian is the smartest (and cutest) 2 year old I know! Well, it's time to starting Mommying for the day!

2007-06-24T21:33:00.000-05:00

California Adventure!

Now that the family is home again, it is time to let you know that we had a great vacation! Other than the flying and grumpy old people on the plane, we have no complaints.

Luke's graduation was nice, he will now be super frosh at Cardinal Newman HS!!!

Then we hit Disneyland. 3 days in the hap-hap-happiest place on earth...We were all kids for a few days. Ice cream for breakfast was a nice treat! The only things I felt like we missed were the teacups and Alice in Wonderland...the adults did miss most of the grown up rides, but it was just fine with us.

One of the best parts was, after seeing Ian soooo sad when his Lightning McQueen balloon flew off, was seeing him see Mater and lightning, he was so happy, here is the pic of his pure nirvana with Lightning!

Then we went back up north for Sean's birthday party! Good to see more friends and their kids. Sean had a great Animal Planet party.

THENNNN..(as if it will never end) we went to the lake and played on the water. I was able to get up on the wake board, and actually took to it well. It was fun. Tash just didn't have any luck on skis, but she also ran 10 miles that morning, so she gets a pass. The boys loved playing in the lake and jumping off the boat. It will be great to get out there again as they get older.

2007-06-04T20:10:00.000-05:00

Sorry to the 4 of you who may have seen my preemptive mole blog...

It appears after a bit more research that we caught and killed a shrew...not a fun of a title for the post today, but now we have tamed the shrew...a short tailed shrew at that.

http://www.inhs.uiuc.edu/chf/pub/surveyreports/jan-feb99/shrew.html

For you folks who like the detail, homework and such pre-post...sorry wrong blog...you are lucky if things are spelled correctly here some days!!!

2007-06-04T19:49:00.000-05:00

HOLEY MOLEY!

We caught a mole! I should say Tash caught it, after the dog caught it.

They are real, check out the vermin report from UW... http://www.uwex.edu/ces/wihort/pests/Moles.htm

Sadly, it did not survive until I got home. We are unsure if it was the dog or the Cool Whip container that helped him toward the dirt tunnel in the sky.

He will rest in peace in the 'forrest' behind the house. He is preceeded by the mice from last fall...

2007-06-03T10:16:00.000-05:00

Well, I did my first "race / event" yesterday. I did the Race for a Cure 5K (3 miles for those non-runners or non-metric savvy.) I finished with my best 3 mile time since I started my training a month ago. So I felt really good about that. I saw Ryan and the boys twice during the run which was really nice. It was a neat feeling to be a participant in something again. Not quite the same as a good ole' soccer game but still fun.

So this morning I got up and did my long run of the week and did EIGHT (yes 8) miles. I'm still in shock actually. I don't know if I've ever run that far before. Ryan gave me a nice route to go and it was nice weather out at 5:30am on a Sunday. The paper wasn't even here when I left this morning. Good Lord, am I turning into a morning person....na...not yet anyway.

I've got to start thinking about getting things ready for our trip to CA. I've got to pack for 3 others and myself. We've just a few days left....Well I need to take some Advil and find some ice and get a crying baby....back to Mommying....

2007-05-31T22:13:00.000-05:00

Ian's quote of the week:

" I don't like cheese monsters...but I like cheese."

God bless a cute kid! They can make up for a dozen messes with something like that!!

Here he is at the zoo with his lion pals.

2007-05-29T19:47:00.001-05:00

Lunch Ride Adventure

So we went off for a ride around the Cap City Trail today. Started late as Sean was fixing a flat. A half mile into the ride Sean flats again (in the least desireable area of the whole ride). As we are stopping a cop pulls up (on the bike trail), then a second unmarked car. They get out an hide behind a dumpster.

At this point we are half watching and half changing a tire. The second cop goes toward the apartments...still changing the flat. The first now has his 9mm drawn, behind the dumpster. We are halfway out of site...but trying to get this fixed, quickly.

All things said, no real drama for us. No more flats there either...

The rest of the ride was rather uneventful!

Ryan

2007-05-28T17:54:00.000-05:00

AN OLD PHOTO...

AND NO ONE LOOKS PISSED OFF....

2007-05-27T19:47:00.000-05:00

Mad City 1/2 Marathon

Today was an incredible best for me. I ran 13.1 miles at a 7:08 pace. Prior I had only carried that pace 6 miles! Even better, Jeromy came and ran too. It was a great weekend. My body is aching but nothing sleep won't cure. Maybe qualifying for Boston may actually happen one of these days.

So I have officially set a PR for a half marathon 1:33:28. My pie in the sky goal was 1:30, and I am very happy with the result.

Check out the two of us below!

I hope we also were able to make Glory proud today. This was Jeromy's first race in a long time, and a half at that. I really did find a ton of strength as I thought of the fight that she has put up and all their family has been through. She is still the real warrior! Be sure to check out www.racecharities.org if you have not already!

Thank you to all who supported us, especially my bride, Natasha!

RYAN

2007-05-22T08:22:00.001-05:00

Here is the route for Sundays race. Pick a spot along the course and cheer Jeromy and I on!

I am excited and think it will be a great race!

2007-05-20T20:01:00.000-05:00

Last 'long' run today before the 1/2 marathon. I started pretty tired but after about 4 miles, I was feeling really good. I had to ease back some as I need to taper and relax some so I am ready for Sunday.

I was out on the trails running today and the greenery is nice, it was overall a really relaxing run. Plenty of soccer at Reddan and dogs at the dog park, but the trails were all mine!!!

Ryan

2007-05-19T19:26:00.000-05:00

Well, today was long run day and I ran 6 miles....6 miles. I still can't believe it although my body believes it. I'm pretty tired. It was a long day for all. Sean actually fell asleep at 5:30pm and Ryan is laying down with Ian right now. Jake's out...so I'll be following suit soon. My time is improving slowly and at a few times during my run it actually felt good to be out running. But it was REALLY nice when it was over. I'll be back at it tomorrow with 2 -4 miles...don't know what I'll pick yet....

2007-05-19T16:59:00.000-05:00

Indiana Sean and the Hole!

This is from our tree planting adventure today. It was nice to make it more exciting...it made the dirt much more fun!

Enjoy!

2007-05-18T21:31:00.000-05:00

This baby Jake has a great laugh! All the time too. Happy in the morning and at night. His brothers are great to him and are really excited to teach and play.

I am ready to run the Madison 1/2 Marathon next week. It has been fun training for it. I am especially glad that I was able to raise money in Glory's name. I really hope she has found strength in all the people who have thought of her and consdered her fight.

The family has to get rid of the 'sick' that we have going around. Maybe we can shake it this weekend. Who knows.

Ryan

2007-05-18T21:02:00.000-05:00

OK, I am now catching up to 2005. I am going to load my very first kid-eo, that is my word for kid video. Yea, I am a trend setter...I hope that grandparents and friends are able to see more of the kids, since they don't get to as much as we would all like.

As Ian is learing to ride, I am getting excited to do this more and take longer trips than we do (more than 2 houses). I am very glad that Jake is not moving yet!!!

2007-05-05T22:22:00.001-05:00

Well, as Ryan told me as I headed out the door today..."It's your first long run, I'm so excited for you." Four miles did seem long but not bad. Especially since I had some new tunes on the Ipod. Who me, Ipod? Yes, the Easter Bunny took pity on me and got me one and I've put it to good use. I ran on a local trail to try and take it easy on my knees. Kind of nice to be outside, but wierd since I've done most of my "training" on a treadmill. But so far so good. You know that dream when you are running but going so slow that you can almost feel it in your sleep? Well, I felt like I was going in slow motion out on the trail but according to Ryan's fancy Garmin, I finished 4.19 miles in 53 ish minutes. So I'm really happy about it. Now I'm just tired so ask me how I feel tomorrow....

2007-05-03T20:02:00.000-05:00

Well, Sean is feeling better. Ian is doing okay but Jake is still fighting a yucky tummy. But boy, he just keeps smiling. He is something else. Not that I needed more reason to thank God every day for my boys but I have another one. A little over a month ago Adam & Carmel sent me a link about a little boy in Sacramento with congenital acute myeloid leukemia (AML)and his families struggle to find a match for a bone marrow donor. I've been following his story through his parents blog and website

http://www.caringbridge.org/cb/inputSiteName.do?method=search&siteName=trevorkott
http://www.trevorkott.com/index.html

Little Trevor lost his fight with leukemia on April 25, 2007. He was only six months old. I look at Jake especially, being so young, and I just can't imagine the struggles that this family has gone through. I have decided that I am going to run in memory of Trevor. I am going to try to reach out to his family and ask them if it is okay with them. Especially if I can put his links on my TNT site.

So I ran tonight. 3 miles in 45:22...It got hard at the end but I'm still really happy about it! Tomorrow off and Saturday I think I have 4-6.....good Lord. I can do this for me, my kids and a little boy that I never knew

2007-05-01T21:47:00.000-05:00

Good Lord there's been a lot of nasty, nasties around this house the last couple days! Sean is still struggling to recover. Jake is almost back to normal. I'm doing much better thankfully. Ryan says he doesn't get sick! I'm holding out hope that Ian won't get sick! Well, by my workout calendar on the fridge today was my first day of training....and low and behold I actually did it. Said to do 3-5 so I did 3 in 46:24 felt like forever but I told myself that I was going to do 3 miles or 45 minutes whichever came first. So I did pretty good. My knees started to hurt again pretty quick into it. But when I say I did 3 miles I pretty much jogged one mintue, walked one minute. I'm impressed with myself. I can't remember the last time I ran for about 23 minutes. Unless chasing Ian the escape artist around the house into the garage and through the car counts....he's a funny little person...okay I gotta go to bed....it's late for this lady

2007-05-01T06:02:00.000-05:00

YUK and Crap
Well, I had to come home early and miss the fancy stunt show. Got a fully loaded sick family. Nothing sucks like helping the kids puke. It is not a fun thing. But, over night, I think Sean is getting better and Jake slept well, so that is good.

I hope Tash feels better soon, today is the OFFICIAL first day of scheduled marathon training for her. That is exciting for me (hope for her too).

2007-04-28T20:52:00.000-05:00

I ran my first Crazylegs Classic today! I had a lot of fun. I finished really well. 383 out of over 14,000, 34:20. A great time for me. I will have an easy run in the morning.

It was a really nice day today. I had some good fun with the boys. Looking forward to tomorrow to play and get some work done in the yard.

2007-04-23T02:59:00.000-05:00

I had a good run this morning. I had a great running tour of Paris. I kept a decent pace, but stopped for a lot of photos. Overall 11.5 miles, and the weather was great.

Even better, I got back and saw that there was an additional $125 donated to my ACS run for Glory. That was really nice. I am excited about the run and really am glad that I am not doing it just for me.

So here are the running tour highlights:
Notre Dame Cathedral pre-sunrise
Louvre from the other side of the river Seine
Large Government Buildings (Assemblee naitonale, etc)
2 laps around the Eiffel Tower and park
Palais de Chaillot
Quite a bit of downtown
Arc de Triomphe
Champs Elysees
St Pierre Church
Grand Palais/Petit Palais ( saw some old Ferraris (car show today))
Place de la Concorde (fountains great 360 view of everything)
Louvre Gardens
back to Forum Les Halles

The best part was I could not get National Lampoons European vacation out of my head!!

2007-04-22T15:01:00.000-05:00

Good evening from Paris. I really wish Tash was here. This city is amazing. Not really able to describe it, but it just is.

I went to mass tonight at Notre Dame Cathedral. I am totally jet lagged and spent, but it was a great experience. Going to try to run about 12 or 15 miles around Paris tomorrow AM. We'll see.

I had a bit of wine and at a cafe. Ready to have the sales meeting and get home. I miss my family.

Later.